vivalajenn

I’m really feeling down today.  I cheated a little and had 2 cookies, my weakness.   I went to the gym and worked out for an hour.  Although I’ve only been going a week and 3 days, I feel like I’m not seeing any results.  My measurements are staying still with the exception of my hips, I’ve lost an inch.  I swear that is from the elliptical kicking my booty!  I just don’t know what my deal is.  I look at these girls in their cute little spandex workout outfits, with no rolls in site.  I look at my reflection in the mirror and all I can see is my back rolls & tubby tummy.  I know it takes longer than a week to see results, I’m just feeling like I have so long to go. 

 I need to stay away from the scale everyday.  That scale is going to ruin me.  I need to make a pact with myself & this blog that I’ll only weigh-in once every other week.  Maybe that way I’ll see better results that way. 

 I don’t like feeling so down! This is only the begining.  Ahhhh….